Monday, May 4, 2009

Last week when meeting my Dude at 160++ I pass through 171 and sat for a while.
at the Old BBQ pit where i first meet her.
that place remind me of the memories i had with her.
The best day of my life.
The first time i meet and talk to her.Her mates were celebrating her birthday.
i was feeling so anxious yet scared.
I wear perfume comb my hair nicely.wear cool shirt just to meet her.

she was not pretty but she is really sweet.
mates thought we are already together but actually not.
her friends begin taking picture of us both together.

Those happy time.

how i wish it never ends.

but time flies.

she changed now.

different from before different at the heart.

waited for almost two year.and i don even know if im still waiting.

Now i been trying very hard to keep all those old memories away but sometime it just keep rewind at my head.

trying to pretend every single day that she does not even exist.
:(

Old happy memories bring the future of darkness.

posted at Monday, May 04, 2009